No One Can Ever Make You Feel Inferior Without Your Consent.
My whole life i have always felt like i wasn’t good enough.
Academics. They were always big in my family. I always tried my best, but my best was never good enough for my mom. I could have gotten 4 A’s a B and a C and my mom wouldn’t see anything but the C. I would get yelled at about it. I’d come out thinking i did a damn good job just to get shot down.
Sports. This was my dads area of put down. it didn’t matter if i played my heart out and did a good job if we didn’t win. This started ever since i was about 7 all the way through high school. I have always loved sports because its a stress reliever and i have so much fun. I was never the one that HAD to win. As long as i did my best getting the win was just a plus. Not to my dad he would say things like “Why do you play if you always lose?” or “You should just quit you guys never win” sometime id get the occasional “let me guess you lost”
Coaching. i come home excited that i’m getting a thank you plaque and i tell my mom about it and she just nods her head. and i say “You don’t care do you” and walked away.
So whenever someone tells me to do more i always feel put down like what i do isn’t good enough. My parents were good parents did their best just like any other parents just wanted the best of me. No one’s perfect.
Just Made A Little Something For My School Bag. Front Side “Kony 2012” Back Side “Stop At Nothing”
I know a lot of people are saying itll blow over in a week or two. But when even one person comes across something they really do care about its not fair to them to get put down upon.
I for one was touched and moved by this video made and for someone like me who wants to work with kids that have been through things like this (abuse, addiction, neglect etc etc) as a profession i want to do anything i can to help even if its just reblogging a video or putting a little sign on my school bag.
Breaks my heart to see these things going on. I wish there was more i could do…
Thank you
-Patsybabe
As my Basketball Season comes to an end, i have to say its been an amazing ride as a Basketball Coach. I’ve learned a lot from these kids. I sure am going to miss them, they were all good kids and im glad i got to coach them and be a part of their lives. My minors are done for the season and my pee-wee’s have their last game this Saturday.
Imma miss my only girl running towards me and giving me a hug saying COACH PATSY! COACH PATSY! <3
Its my first time changing spark plugs(:
